This is what I feel like. =o(
(Traffic on June 29, 2013. US77)
Why must EVERYTHING in life for me be so hard.
Don't get me wrong, I am very grateful for my blessings and am surrounded by a lot of love.
I thank God every day for what I have and am thankful for giving me another day.
I guess I should just leave things at that but it is just so extremely frustrating that everything I do has to be a test of my patience~ emotionally, mentally or physically.
Like the wall behind my jasmines, I feel choked and claustrophobic.
Itching to be free of the confines. To be creative and flourish and not be inhibited.
But as usual there is always a bridge to cross through...
(Bridge crossing Ohio river)
...and the. crossing is always at a snail's pace.
(artist Jean Magdich, www.hockinghouse.com)
I stay bound and determined.
But am tired of looking at an unclear map for directions.
....and I don't want a philosophical discussion of my current life lesson...
No, I'm not saying that I don't want to go through the journey.
I just want someone to point out the right path.
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